I thought I would never cry,
Even the sorrow of missing you felt too hard to carry.
I wish I could break down and feel lighter,
Rejoicing memories of you and me together.
Instead I walked long distances in the pain,
Moist air hugged me with its warmth
And the mud tried to make me smile,
With its pleasant and addictive smell.
I kept walking, with no signs of destination.
I pleaded the mud to ask the air, to bring the drops of Rain.
I begged the air to bring the vicarious tears,
And make me feel lighter and find me solitude.
In my long walk, there I stumbled in that path,
The path that we walked together,
Hundreds of fireflies wandering and lightening the path.
With you beside me, holding my hand and saying no words
Yet a pleasing and secure silence sailed.
And a tear stands in the doorway of my eye,
I looked up in sky and felt something on my forehead,
Drops of rain embrace me from heaven.
I walked that path again, this time only without you
Hoping to find you there, and hold my hand again.